June 17, 2009

Posted in Norway on June 16, 2009 by callmebill13

Well, it certainly took more than two months for me to post another update. So much has happened… I won’t put everything down, or almost anything down. My parents are coming today, and I am currently packing all of my things away. I’ve uncovered things in my room from so long ago, things that I’d almost forgotten about. This has been really hard.

I said goodbye to Marieke last night. We’ve been broken up for almost three months now, but she’s meant more to me on this trip than anybody else. We stood in my room, crying together and hugging, for what felt like ages, but I just couldn’t see her walk out that door. It took so long for that to happen. I could hardly bear it. I love that girl, and I am so glad that I met her and had wonderful times with her. I know I will see her again, be it in 1, 2, 5, or 10 years, it will happen.

I love everybody that I met on this trip. It is so hard to say goodbye to everything that I’ve taken for granted for the last 6 months. It’s been amazing getting to know every individual. I’m glad that some are from the states, and that it will be easier to see them again. Still, it will be awhile. I’m going to miss everybody.

This has been an amazing trip. One of self-discovery, self-exploration, love, hurt, pain, laughs, cries, and everything in between. I will never forget this trip. Never.

March 20, 2009

Posted in Norway on March 20, 2009 by callmebill13

Once again, I have been horrible with updating this. I don’t even know where to start.

Well, classes hve been going well. Norwegian is too slow for my liking, but I am learning, so I’m content with that. We had our last lecture of Norwegian Music yesterday and seminars will be starting soon, in which we will present what our final papers will be about. I’ve obvisouly chosen black metal, and I want to focus on why it was Norway where it began and how Norwegian folklore and pagan roots are present in the music. Trouble is that I am having a very difficult time finding any sources to use. I’ll have to figure that out pretty soon.

Taylor Townsend visited me in the end of February. She was in Oslo only for a couple days before we headed to Tromsø with Marieke, Yolanda, Stephanie, Karrie, Kayla, and Andrea. We stayed in two cabins at a campsite across the water from downtown. The campsite was situated right next to a huge cliff above us, and it was always a fantastic sight to wake up to. We got to see the northern lights the very first night! They weren’t as vibrant as they could have been, I imagine, but they were still fantastic. Tromsø is a small town of about 75,000 and it was a very welcome change from Oslo. They only had a bus system, so we all bought a 3 day pass for transportation. It was great walking around the town and getting a feel for it. We visited a few of the local museums, including a polar museum that had an aquarium along with it. It was one of the most fantastic short trips that I’ve taken in awhile. As I was there, it was easy to see myself living there, though I’m sure I would get tired of it within a few months.

Harry has been teaching me a bunch about rugby. There is a tournament going on right now called ‘6 Nations’, featuring England, Ireland, Scotland, Wales, Italy, and France. We’ve gone to a few of the matches at an English pub off of Karl Johans Gate called the Belfry. We’ve also been playing some touch rugby with some other friends once in awhile. More for a laugh than for actual competition, but I can’t help getting competetive, and it’s been lots of good fun.

Last of all, things have been going very well with Marieke. We’re getting closer everyday, which may prove to be a bit of a problem come June, but right now it’s all I want to do. A few weeks I made the mistake of being a little overdramatic about things, and that kinda caused a little trouble, but ever since we got over that things have been wonderful, as I am seeing things in a much more easygoing way. We plan on going to Bergen and Trondheim together for spring break, which I am really looking forward to. We just need to book all of our reservations and then we are ready to go.

OK, that’s all for now. Hopefully I’ll update this again in less than 2 months.

Marieke and I in Tromsø

Marieke and I in Tromsø

Me in Tromsø

Me in Tromsø

Like Waves II

Posted in Uncategorized on February 12, 2009 by callmebill13

Like waves, every life has its rises and its falls.
Every land has its valleys and peaks, and every valley has its hills and every mountain range has its crevices.

A young boy once waited too long in the shallows. The water, crimson in his eyes, washed his knees. He knew the color, he knew the danger. He waited.

The boy grew. The water, now black, reached his chest. The tow was strong, and his feet were buried in the sand below. Diabolic fish swam beneath, unseen. The boy stood, waiting. But the pull was strong.

The boy became a man. The water became white, yet opaque, shrouding the wet earth below. It now reached his eyes. The waves tugged, pulled, and seaweed clasped his ankles like chains. Trapped, the water, colorless and treacherous, rolled over his head. He drowned.

The waves calmed. The waters shifted, becoming a clear azure. The man’s body rested atop an underwater peak, saved from the pressures of unseen fathoms. A secret force touched him. Oxygen was forced into his lungs. His eyes opened.

This is his domain now. Here he will stay, until other forces pull him elsewhere. But now, this is his home. This peak in an alien world.

Januray 28th, 2009

Posted in Norway on January 28, 2009 by callmebill13

My God, it has been forever since I updated this blog! Needless to say, things have been very busy. The first few days of being here, I just wandered around Oslo by myself, learning about the city. It is so nice that everyone here speaks English, or else I’d be screwed. I went to Vigesland Park one morning right as the sun was rising, so around 9:45 or so. It was gorgeous, and I took some fabulous pictures as well.
On Wednesday, January 7th, there was the international student orientation meeting. Afterwards, I met my buddy group, which is led by two Norwegians, Ingunn and Peter, and a Russian, Polina. In my group, there are two Italians, Mattia and Nazario, three Hungarians, Timea, Atilla, and Kriszta, a Latvian girl named Laura, Katharina from Austria, and two other Americans, Kara and Karrie. We were shown around the campus and to Château Neuf, where there is an international coffee hour every Friday.
I finally finalized my schedule, so I will be taking Norwegian Music for International Students, Intro to Norwegian, and a one-week intensive course called Media Panics, which is actually a master-level class, but the teacher let me in, thankfully. That class is going to go towards my communication major back home. So, I basically have two classes, which means a bit of free time. Norwegian starts next week, and I am really looking forward to that.
Ok, so now the social scene. There are parties all the time here! I love it. I’ve been meeting lots of people, and lots of pictures have been being taken. I’m really into this one girl named Marieke, from The Netherlands. At this party last week I found out from her that she was into me as well, so a little kissing action happened. We’ve been hanging out pretty often, so things are looking good.
I should sign off. My friend Harry and I might be going downtown to rent some cross country skis, if they’re not too expensive.

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January 1st – January 2nd

Posted in Norway on January 6, 2009 by callmebill13

I woke up early on the first of January to get ready for my flight to Oslo. Showered, ate, and finished all packing that was left to be done. We all left for the San Francisco airport around 9:15. I checked in and then we all had a final meal together. I was sad to say bye to my family, but was also very excited/nervous to be on my way.
My flight to Frankfurt was pretty uneventful. I wasn’t able to sleep at all, which is pretty typical for me on airplanes. There were three movies showing, but didn’t listen to any of them. I watched, though, and tried to guess what was going on in them. I read a bit in the new David Sedaris book that Kirsten got me for Christmas and also read in my H.P. Lovecraft book. We ate an early dinner, which consisted of corned beef, or something like that, flavorless mashed potatoes, and a salad. The flight was about ten hours long, and landed around 9:20 in the morning, Frankfurt time.
The Frankfurt airport was nerve-racking. It took me awhile to figure out where I was supposed to go to catch my flight to Oslo, and once I did I had to go through security again. The whole time, I wasn’t sure if I was supposed to pick up my checked bags and bring them somewhere else so they would get on my flight, but I convinced myself they would make it because they were labeled with tags saying they were going to Oslo. I reached the correct gate (thank God) and boarded my flight, praying that my bags would board it as well.
The flight to Oslo was a little less than two hours long, and I actually managed to doze for a little bit. The snack on this flight was much better compared to the meal I had on the flight to Frankfurt. It was a small turkey sandwich that was surprisingly satisfying. It was also fun to listen to everyone speaking German. When we landed, my fears regarding my checked bags resurfaced, and I was very worried walking into the Oslo airport, so you can imagine my relief when I saw my backpack and suitcase on the conveyor belt, even though the handle of my suitcase had broken and was missing my nametag and the tags marked for Oslo. This made me even more relieved, knowing that my suitcase had gotten here even while missing its destination tags.
After getting my bags, I headed towards customs. Mom had made sure that I had everything I needed for customs, like my residence permit, acceptance letter to the University, and so on. I followed the signs towards customs and went through the area for “Nothing to declare” and simply waltzed right into the country! I didn’t have to show my passport or anything else to anybody! I was half expecting this, actually, cause the guy who made the metal documentary that I love said that he and his crew got into the country without having to face customs either. I bought my ticket for the train to the Oslo Central Station and got right on. We sped through the countryside of the region to the Northwest of the city. I was so glad to be here!
I arrived at the Central Station and found a taxi. I was driven through the downtown area, towards my student village, Kringsjå, which is located in the Northern part of the city. I was very relieved when we arrived, but I then faced the dilemma of finding the right building for registering. I wandered around the village for a while, hauling my heavy backpack, suitcase, and messenger bag with me, until I finally found the reception. I took a number and proceeded to wait for my than an hour, until I finally spoke to a receptionist, who gave me three different rooms to choose from. I checked out the first one, which shared a bathroom with another room. The room itself was small and dismal, so I opted against it. The building for the second room is right in the middle of the village, so I was already favorable to it. When I got there, I discovered that this room had its own bathroom with a shower and a closet, which the first room did not have. I instantly picked this room without even worrying about the other option, because it was located in a building that was on the outskirts of the village and far away from everything. I was also very tired and just wanted to move in.
I returned to the reception, where I once again had to take a number. Luckily, I didn’t have to wait as long this time. The receptionist checked me in, gave me my laundry card, and informed me that I wouldn’t have internet access until I received my username and password from the University. I’m still not sure when and how that will happen. I dragged my luggage back to my room and started to unpack. I could hear some people talking in the kitchen/common room, which is right next to mine, but they were speaking Norwegian and I was too shy to introduce myself.
I knew Mom and Dad wanted to hear that I had arrived, so I made my way to a pay phone, since my cell phone wasn’t getting any reception. The phone card wasn’t working, though, so I just called collect. It was good to hear their voices. They could tell I was exhausted, so let me go not too long after. I then went to the small market in the village where I bought toilet paper, shampoo, beer, and a bag of baby carrots.
Returning to my room, I continued to unpack, while feasting on my carrots and beer. I was so glad to have some adaptors that allowed me to plug in my computer and external hard drive so that I could listen to music as I unpacked. I left my door open, hoping that someone may notice that I had moved in and introduce themselves, but no luck. I hate being shy,
After unpacking, I lay in my tiny bed, which I had made. I was so thankful that I had lugged a comforter from home. I was reading through some of the information that I had received from the receptionist earlier, but noticed that I was starting to drop off. I mean, c’mon, I hadn’t slept for how long, at least 28 hours? So, I went to sleep.

Season of Change and Discovery

Posted in Uncategorized on December 29, 2008 by callmebill13

In three days, I hop onto a plane that will take me to Oslo, Norway. By myself.
I leave on January 1st, 2009. A new year, a new city, a new country, a new continent. This is the turning point. It is now or never. This is the season of change and discovery.

The Net of Confusion

Posted in Uncategorized on December 16, 2008 by callmebill13

The net has torn. Everything is seeping out. All certainties are disapperaing. Honesty means nothing anymore.The ball of thread has unravled, leaving its  innermost core visible to all. I feel like a small child in this play-area for grownups. I have degressed since May of ‘07. My minds functions have atrophied.

It’s time to start working them again

Of course

Posted in Uncategorized on December 14, 2008 by callmebill13

Just when I thought that I couldn’t stand being here anymore and I couldn’t wait for the end of the semester, I start actually enjoying myself. Now I just want to stay another week.

Damnit

Hmmm…

Posted in Uncategorized on December 12, 2008 by callmebill13

It’s very difficult to write a blog entry when I have no motivation to write. But I must reach my quota. I’ve been studying all day for Rhetorical Theory, but I cannot get myself to understand Michel Foucault for the life of me. I think I have a good grasp on Nietzsche, Burke, and Perelman pretty well, but I am just being my typical paranoid self. Oh well.

Metal Aftermath

Posted in Uncategorized on December 11, 2008 by callmebill13

I can hardly move my head, there’s a huge bump on my neck, and my gums are cut.

Gotta love metal shows